We live our lives as a mist....

Time Enough to be Born Again

 After my wife passed I was told later that same year, by a different doctor, that I was going to die as well. Reason I mention this is not that I did not die, but rather that I've neglected Manna and the rest of the entire blog network I'd  built up ever since.

When I joined the Air Force I thought four years was next to forever. Time fools us and soon we will wonder where it all went. I found I don't own anything whatever. I only coentrol it briefly, very briefly. 

Not everything is visible.

I was born tabla rosa like everyone, into a space time existence. I can barely imagine existence without time. Space also makes fools of us all. We only know how big anything is, according to our awareness of it. 

It could be as large as a  barrel far as I am aware. Space and time are constantly building me up from birth to around fifty years in this embryonic life and then I decline and will literally rot away until I forget time all together. And all that time I am changing in appearance while thinking I am going to appear the same for a long long time. Jesus warns us the flesh will not help us.

I will be like a dead man out of mind. A mist in the wind. And as the terra firma planet turns? Even "terra firma" is hanging on what, nothing?

My Belief in Halo Power

Happenings of Halos

The existence of halos and my attraction particularly for their rareness has always held a hold on me concerning a belief in the after death supernatural. The supernatural simply being all information we are not yet sure of knowing. 

I once picked up the objective information, perhaps a better word would be speculation, that the brain could power enough electric fuel to fire a flashlight. Therefore, for me, this was enough of an subjective explanation for the existence, even tho rare, of the objectivity connection of halos.

Definition of forever....

The truth cannot be told by those who know. 

Knowing the truth is not enough, the truth as anyone might think. I have to believe it. Time and space have a grip on us and everyone, in my opinion, wants everything to continue like with what we are already familiar.

Just as we only know now that being born we are going to die....but not right now. This is a bare bones definition of forever. That is, the old now,
not the new now.

Everything, absolutely everything, all we knew in the womb was perfect so why take a chance on something in the future we are not as sure of as the present? I am sure I did not know the future definition of eternity was going to be always in the present.

adventures in time and space

The body, too soon, decays day by day as time fools us all. If one does not believe in God, then they will have to be their own god. 

no one should ever take an offense....

 ....unless, they by taking it, want to be offensive themselves....

Knowing everything there is to be known

 It can be said that just because one knows everything that is known does not mean that one knows everything that can be known. But we have a natural tendency to think such a one is smart.

We know everything in the womb, but no where near enough whether to know enough to decide whether or not to be born at all.

Epiphanies?

The information by itself even with assistance from outside our jurisdiction, does not anywhere near enough cover the decision of whether or not there is any conception approaching a god.

There will never be a time when we can gather enough information to decide whether or not there is a god. Who rings that bell?

Tabla Rosa

Life in the Breech

I had no idea how I got to be anywhere I was, but it was what it was and somewhat comfortable, provided one did not overly explore. I was finally given the high sign  to leave altogether and it got me kicked out. As it was, was precisely in the altogether as that turned out in the end. I hate it when I get this cute. Would anyone? Hung up by their heels totally in the stark? If one does not believe in God then they will just have to be their own god themselves.

space & time seen only in the unseen

I find it hard to break away from the flesh. I want to keep on going and changing, gaining just as I thought I was doing ever since birth. But everything changed so dramatically on the other side of fifty when the truth was my appearance was even changing, decaying day by day and still I held on and held on.....until I found myself locked into an inescapable  definition of forever......

Arhur Koestler

 Language can become a screen which stands between the thinker and reality. This is the reason why true creativity often starts where language ends.

QUESTION?

What did Jesus mean, or infer when, after healing someone, said go and sin no more? 

The implication is that sickness is a sin. That is not something I ever considered. Apparently very few ever have either. The answer could lead to something very interesting in projective attempts.