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I no longer care what logic says, even as I agree with it. I bear all things which fail me without question, and I believe all the more in God, no matter how it may appear God is not favoring me, or is not acting in any way that I do not understand.
Who am I to question God? Who I am to call Him to account? Did I create myself? Was this natural world my creation? Do I know all the answers? I do not even know anyway near all the questions!
Did I conceive of my spirit? How were these things placed in my heart? I do wonder at the things which were shown me, all that I was allowed to see. I have wrestled all night with the Holy Spirit to give me answers. He waited, it seemed, until my desire was red hot. His answers then were short and sudden.
I have, so far, been burdened with the efforts of a witness. And this, for my benefit, not any benefit for others. That would be their concern, and for their credit, not mine.
My way is clear once the decision is made, if I can hold to it.
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