My elder Brother amd me

I am told to pick up my cross and follow Him. What did Jesus die on the Cross for? Was it not to forgive our sins? And I know I cannot forgive sins. 

Significantly. it is now possible for everyone  to appear directly before God by themselves without any need for any another to intercede for them. 

My understanding was when He died on the Cross the temple shield was rent from top to bottom.  This was my albeit not entirely clear conclusion early on. And my understanding was never more adequately upgraded. 

So what do I do now? All that I can come up with is that I am to become more Christ-like. 

All Things Seen 

Came From 

the Unseen

Proof is not acceptable to God, logic also not, only faith. My concern is about strong faith, great faith. 

I am trusting the faith of a child. That is what I am after all. What else can Isay? Whenever I, as well as we all, gain the answer to a question, any question, the answer contains more questions we were never even aware of previously. So what is happening now? 

We, I, for myself, am learning I am more ignorant than I realized formerly. It is as if wisdom has over whelmed me. This is not any new reevaluation. Socrates knew about it. He is quoted as saying something like the wise are full of questions and the ignorant are full of answers. 

Large? See Specific Theory

So how am I going to solve myself out of any of all this? How do physical scientists do it? They conclude the universe is growing larger. Maybe. But is it just that this is what they have only now become aware of, and has nothing to do with growing larger universes at all.

It is like I always thought, if anyone believes
in their heart of hearts that there is no God, then, for direction, they will just have to be their own artificial God, with a peck of trouble on their hands.