Definition of forever

Not Right Now?

I look upon this life in which I was conceived without any future knowledge as embryonic in that it would be my  opportunity to be born... again. 

But I had things perfect in the womb. Why would I want to leave a literal garden of  Eden? What would I think of being told I was going to be kicked out without any say in the matter, and  that I would be unceremoniously hung upside down by my heels in front of everybody publicly stark and spanked, told I was going to be cold, hungry and have to pay taxes?

I would have to be an idiot to take any stock in that scenario. But here I am in space time growing 

Above the daisies.

changing and decaying with time flitting away and no future facing me within the flesh. Soon there will be no time before I will have had to be born again if I had not been already. Time has been fooling me, where did it go? I, like everyone, knew all along I would die someday, but not right now!