Time is fooling us all

I truly believe it is difficult for many people to relate to the transcendent spiritual existence coming in all our futures. I see it this way because it is difficult for myself, even with the second half of my life already in physical decline. The tug of my temporal world is strong. 

If it would be true that when I die my life will all simply turn, like in a movie, to physical black, for me there are  many unknowns fog my view. Suicide itself has a  strong sense of insult to God, who has left us many physical traces of His prior presence. 

Also, who would, of all people, pick Paul, who was murdering followers of Jesus, to write much of the Bible? What a great pick as it turned out! Truly God's way is above our ways.