Success is getting what I want

Happiness is wanting what I get

The central core of my belief is that I will get what I believe now in my next ahead of time. Rather more precisely the future of where I am heading, ahead of time eventually. Or, is it wishful, on the other hand, my daydreaming and purposely lookalike goalong. bull leave.

If I am successful in getting what I want, there is no garontee I will be happy with what I get. But that is the trend line as I see it, Looking at it as everything is constructed in my view so far.

Just as every object is hung on nothing in space, those with lesser mass orbit those with greater charismatic mass. 

All this is power charged, gathered by unseen forces evolving from the similar electro-magnetic soup we are aware of now, but do not fully understand, other than somewhat how it works, like gravity or elementary electricity.

We, generally we, are working toward this now, but we only can conceive of now as original sin. which is to be like God. The danger for us is to want to be like God and those opposed, being by some, who want to be God.

 All this is what I believe for myself, that is all I am wanting is objectifying, to increase my belief, belief in what I believe. 

Unfortunately however for my paradigm to be God requires destructive forces to get there, while to be like God requires the one already existing creative force, which is love. One is artificial and the other is true.

All this is way I see it. It is what I believe and I speak for my own personal benefit, the same as everyone else does. Those who appear to me to be wanting to convince others are in my opinion really trying to convince themselves.

God wants to be known 
thru out all generations as
I am that I am according
 to Moses in Exodus 3:14

I am wanting to convince myself. Everyone else will have to convince themselves. I was not ever a sin bearer so I cannot do any convincing. Jesus was the final and last sin bearer.