Beginnings of My Spirit?
Why do many compulsively even gamble about futures, always dreaming about the future. Then there are others, finally concluding there is no God, and if not, then they will have to be their own god?
As for myself, I often wondered as a child why I dreamed in the night dreams that seemed so real asleep, but then, to be so unreal on reflectively snapping awake.
When I was in the womb and found I was going to be kicked out: I was shocked to learn I was going to be hung upside down, smacked on my backside, pay taxes, and then get cold and hungry on top of the entire mess. I wanted nothing to do with it. I said I was doing just fine with everything done for me as I was, thank you....
When X will never equal Y
Once my faith survives my final foxhole event, I will know more about myself. It is easy right now to establish that which I do know at present.
However, I will never know it all in any event. There are many ideas I was unlikely to discover without the direct interference of a source well beyond me. I do think now it could have been an epiphany placed there by God.
It has been said that the physical brain generates enough electricity, which I understand would power a halo.
Giving Tongue to the Devil
When I set out once again on my biggest beginning ago, I did not anticipate the goal of proving belief in God could supplant faith in God itself.
My proof was based on logic since no one, especially myself, knew anywhere near enough information to prove anything anywhere near close to proving the existence of God.
I delighted in each proof of God that I uncovered, especially the theory that the Red Sea at one time acted as a huge tidal river at the then both Caspian and Mediterranean entrances. The speed of sudden closing tides on tidal rivers was already demonstrated.
If anyone can prove God exists, to their own satisfaction of course, then they have eliminated any need for faith in God, based as it is, in sand.
If anyone worships and celebrates God they are entering a time where they are enjoying all that is good for themselves on into the future, that is providing they have not given up on existence as they define it.
We are alive in the seen world such a short while compared to even our sense of the future. Time fools us all, and at that, many times over. What if in the spirit there would be no time whatsoever?
I recall an entry on a stone of long-gone famous actor which said something like the following. A life once lived is a life forever.
Believing is Seeing!
Everything seen came from the unseen. Every person seen has a charisma. The greater the individual charisma the greater attraction of lighter weight charisma entities drawn them.
Time is a multi-Measurment
There is no time by itself, but rather time is a duality between lesser charisma mass and how long it takes the lesser to circle the mass of the greater. Time is unseen and is not uniformly confined within other times, reflecting many near similar times within even greater mass combinations of time.
This is perhaps why Jesus could say that lighter weight entities would not be drawn to God since God will not draw from lesser who think they are greater. It does not pay to have rules for God. God makes His own rules. unedited
From the Mind of God
God is Existence here means ALL Existence. Once existing any created entity can, apparently, change their mind as Satan did.
Without digressing into that entire area where I suspect it is not entirely without inaccuracies and debate, there is only one place any evil spirit would focus. And it not the barroom, it is the church. If the devil cannot persuade anyone against Jesus' existence, then it would be to question His power.
Another would be to blame God for his, the devil's, workmanship, since he is the originator, that is, father of all lies, by undisputed definition.
It is not easy to think beyond this changing world to the spiritual where there is no time and think within the absence of time.
The Bible mentions this physical world as temporal and the spiritual as eternal. The current world shows great promise at first but then decay sets in from which there is no escape. Time fools us into thinking there is plenty, but time eventually runs out for everyone, fortunately.
The seen world warns us, somewhat like a train we must get off and into the unseen. Most completely miss the difference and stay rooted in the seen world where time and flesh cannot to help us, according to Jesus.
If someone were to say and believe there is no God, then he would have to be God himself to say it.
No one has enough information to say it, nor can they logically prove a negative.
So then they have to be their own God with a lot of explaining to do. As for myself I believe the mind is a physical organ and in time will decay along with the rest of the body. When the full spirit is come to us and along with answers, what if there are likely still questions remaining?
I always wondered how God could hold accountable anyone who did not have the brains to figure things out. First, Jesus said for anyone to figure things out they would first have to be drawn to God by God. Then elsewhere attendant to this I believe He said there were many not of His pasture.
He lost many followers after saying this and the assumption was left in force and continues among many today. I suspect this is another arena where one's faith becomes dominant. One day when questions become answered we will find ourselves left with more questions than we expected.
To believe that one will not exist after this embryonic lifetime, and then to know it at the same time, sounds dangerously close to something like hell to me.
Nothing cannot come out of nothing without self-knowledge. I might have to say one is dealing with a sort of anti-spirit working against itself, but a spirit nevertheless. Isn't that something?
