Why & How I am Born Again
Once a man, twice a child: The way I believe is that I was born tabla rosa into the seen world and then born again into the unseen spiritual world, from whence I came.
The first half I improved as a child into a man and then the next half my body decayed again into a child to complete the circle. If I search out this scenario with all my might I will not be turned away.
God knows beforehand what I will do. He either draws someone to Him or He does not. I m not telling you this, Jesus is, Biblically, telling me.
If anyone does not chose God to be their God, then they will, logically, have to be their own god. What otherwise? My view.
For every question I can labor hard enough to answer, I discovered there were more questions to answer that I was not even aware. Therefore the more I learned, I learned I was more ignorant than when I knew less.
God desires only faith. Proof, logic, good works, or anything like these efforts on my part are not pleasing to God. If I am satisfied with proof, for example, then I would not need faith.
Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen, according to the Spirit led author of Hebrews, many assume to be Paul.
All doubts about God give tongue to the devil in my view, who is always attacking faith. He is not alarmed if we believe in Jesus, just so long as you do not believe in Jesus' power.
Jesus said if anyone had enough faith, enough power, they could move mountains. I have faith but do I have anywhere near enough faith? God knows, but I will not know for sure until I am, what is my term? In the foxhole.
I have thought about all this in long and circuitous routes. I am a witness who, like often many others, are primarily trying to convince themselves. No one can convince another, we all convince ourselves. In my next entry will explain my view on mountain moving faith as not being a figure of speech.
I am totally in disagreement to my taking any credit or discredit for anything any one who has only convinced themselves. I also do not make any judgments for or against anyone. Everyone has to drink their own tea.