I do not feel comfortable with mediumship and reincarnations. Why should anyone talk at all to anyone they know through someone they do not know?
And living more than one life one after the other sounds like debilitating confusion. Hell, for instance, is repetitious. This is what boring does.
This is what boring does to anyone who tells someone else to do what someone you do not know said what you should do, and all this to a stranger yet?
Time Does Not Exist Alone;
Only Comparitively
My life is like living born in an egg, surrounded by handicaps. I sense, planted within me, that when I die this shell will grow only to continue to change deteriorating and I will be born into my spirit. Each day is a rehearsal for the final "lifetime".
Morning to night again and again I am born into lifetimes that were rehearsed daily. There will be no more time to exist since time requires separate and independent comparisons. There are millions of times, all separate and uniquely measured.
No hope is a worthless give up it seems to me. And all before the game even starts. Faith before the fact is the substance of things hoped for. That means to me that the actor in the piece already takes the things hoped for in an actual hard events turn out. How else is it to come to existence otherwise? Of course, if it is just a feeling then that is likely the only hope one will ever get. The translator reveals the true tale his future really will shoot for. After all, there is great faith and little faith we read in the Bible, according to Jesus.
Then it will be too late to change. If I see anything now in the shadows, I am really seeing something forming in my fading mind of flesh. I perhaps live in my own galaxy. I will find out what I really believe when I get in the final foxhole. But then it may be too late to change. This is because my spirit may not be able to change when it is eternal and therefore out of time. This is why I have to figure out my own salvation now as my GranzeeMother so often said. In the spirit my father will appear to me as my father and to his father he will appear as his son. I wonder?
"Growth is the only evidence of life."
I like this quote by someone, I forget who, doesn't overly much matter who, since I find it common to see several people credited for the same quote.
As far as growth is concerned, it strikes me growth itself is an indication of death along with it. The fewer the words the harder it is to come up with anything notably significant. Writing a novel may be hard but it is harder to write a short story' It is easier itself to write than a poem. Quotes are even harder. There are a lot of fatuous quotes, some so called said by famous people which are quite, I should say, trite. Henry James I think is one. Oh well, I suppose we all will be a long time trite soon enough.
Nothing faster than the speed of light? It seems hard for us to recognize we know so much about science while we seek desperately for things that can be proved. Still, it always comes to me quietly in the corners of my mind the truths we fathom within our ignorance are hiding so much we do not yet know.
I suspect the spirit is faster than any speed of light we can calculate. It might even be impossible to reason outside the speed of time. Often, when someone is no more I've seen truths I never thought of when they were alive.
