Struggle Being born, and Born again?

Beginnings of My Spirit?

Why do many compulsively even gamble about futures, always dreaming about the future. Then there are others, finally concluding there is no God, and if not, then they will have to be their own god? 

As for myself, I often wondered as a child why I dreamed in the night dreams that seemed so real asleep, but then, to be so unreal on reflectively snapping awake. 

Working on.....feet first.....

 When I was in the womb and found I was going to be kicked out: I was shocked to learn I was  going to be hung upside down, smacked on my backside, pay taxes, and then get cold and hungry on top of the entire mess. I wanted nothing to do with it. I said I was doing just fine with everything done for me as I was, thank you.... 

The Algebra of the Unknown

When X will never equal Y

Once my faith survives my final foxhole event, I will know more about myself. It is easy right now to establish that which I do know at present. 

However, I will never know it all in any event. There are many ideas I was unlikely to discover without the direct interference of a source well beyond me. I do think now it could have been an epiphany placed there by God.

How else could the ancients have known that God knew that man, when he thought of building into the sky, could accomplish the moon itself? If I am not amazed then I would have to be my own God. 

There is the tendency to sense if one knew everything that is known at present, actually knows everything that could ever be known, instead of only that which is known at present. 

Halo

 It has been said that the physical brain generates enough electricity, which I understand would power a halo.