Definition of Forever

My body knows full well that the flesh is going to die eventually, but not right now. Therein lies the core of the definition of forever. Time is fooling us all in my inward outlook view. My body will even convince my spirit someday but not right nowday.

My body will excuse a lot of pain, but there comes the time when only if the pain would stop, I forget the someday song and dance jazz.

This is when I tell myself this is the  time. I am in the foxhole and there is no way out but up. But wait, the body knows the spirit can over rule if the spirit had enough great belief.

But hold on for the ride, there is a sin in there somewhere! And I am not sure where. Jesus knows since after receiving the answer to his question to a sick woman whether she believed He could heal her. He told her, then be it done to you according to your belief. This when he said at times further, go an sin no more.

Now what does that mean? There is a mistake in there somewhere and I am not sure exactly what it is but it is a sin in my view because Jesus said there is. 

My understanding right now view as it stands tight now at this moment, is that it may be lost, (to me) somewhere between the great and the so little great faith.